Monday, September 15, 2014

Sometimes A Light Surpises

"Sometimes a light surprises the Christian while he sings;
It is the Lord, who rises with healing in His wings:
When comforts are declining, He grants the soul again
A season of clear shining, to cheer it after rain.
In holy contemplation we sweetly then pursue
The theme of God’s salvation, and find it ever new.
Set free from present sorrow, we cheerfully can say,
Let the unknown tomorrow bring with it what it may.
It can bring with it nothing but He will bear us through;
Who gives the lilies clothing will clothe His people, too;
Beneath the spreading heavens, no creature but is fed;
And He Who feeds the ravens will give His children bread.
Though vine nor fig tree neither their wonted fruit should bear,
Though all the field should wither, nor flocks nor herds be there;
Yet God the same abiding, His praise shall tune my voice,
For while in Him confiding, I cannot but rejoice."
-William Cowper, 1779



This week was a trying week. I learned a lot and am continuing to learn from the various events that have transpired over the past several days. 

My five month old baby boy ended up having pertussis and bronchiolitis. Needless to say, we ended up visiting the Children's Hospital a total of six times just within the past three weeks. 

The first visit occurred when my three year old daughter stuck a light brite up her nose. 
The following week, she tested positive for pertussis as well. 
After the light brite incident, she concluded that she is now terrified of any Dr. other than her pediatrician. We learned that lesson the hard way.



Now, as I sit here writing, there are two crockpots brimming with apples and an overflowing peach cobbler in the oven. The apples hopefully will become apple butter, and as for the peach cobbler...at least I'm not serving it to company.

O.K. enough of that rabbit trail.

I wanted to share with you the blessings that I saw in the midst of the testing. I want you to know how I sensed God's presence.

On Sunday, we decided to take a brief drive to see if the aspens here in Colorado were beginning to change. As I scurried about trying to get everything ready, I happened to over-hear the boys reading a verse they had found in Joe's coat pocket. 

2 Timothy 1:7
"For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind."

"Wow," I thought. "That was just what I needed this morning,". 

The baby had just been released from the hospital after being suctioned out several times. It was exhausting. He came home on oxygen. 

Jacob has been on oxygen the past several days. Pertussis can be very dangerous for babies.
 I don't think I have ever felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest before. I was so afraid, so helpless. 

The staff at our pediatrician's office was seeing us practically on a daily basis. The baby still needs to go back for a check up probably tomorrow. The days have been long. The nights have been even longer.

I have also been meditating on these words from "A Shelter in the Time of Storm".

The raging storms may round us beat,
A Shelter in the time of storm
We’ll never leave our safe retreat,
A Shelter in the time of storm.

Refrain
O Rock divine, O Refuge dear,
A Shelter in the time of storm;
Be Thou our Helper ever near,
A Shelter in the time of storm.
-Ira Sankey









Monday, September 8, 2014

A Few Pregnancy Poems

Here are a few poems I wrote when I was pregnant with my first son.

Donuts

Today as I went out to shop
I stepped inside the donut shop
Just to glance at forbidden food
Then I tried a taste, not to be rude
And before I knew it 
There I stood, 
I could not leave, though I knew I should.
Transfixed, as though I were glued to the floor
I could not bring myself to go out the door.
I had to try one, just a taste
And before I knew it frosting was on my face
I must have blanked out for just a minute
I should not have started or even began it.
Powdered sugar in my hair
No wonder the customers stopped to stare.
Boston creams and rich eclairs
Wondrous fillings
Everywhere!



A Restaurant Dilemma


I can't decide 
Don't make me think
I don't know what I want to drink
I've been sitting here staring
For half an hour
Unable to decide on Kung Pao 
Or sweet and sour.
"What's the dilemma?" you may wonder.
I don't want to make a blunder.
Ready to order, but maybe not.
That Kung Pao chicken may be too hot
It may send my stomach into fits
And cause this baby to start to kick.






I Need Jesus

"I need Jesus, my need I now confess;
No friend like Him in times of deep distress;
I need Jesus, the need I gladly own;
Though some may bear their load alone, Yet, I need Jesus."
-Charles H. Gabriel


I was meditating on this song as I finally gave up on sleep and decided I had better clean the kitchen and do the dishes.  I was also listening for a very sick baby.

My husband has had a terrible cough for the past three weeks, and now three of my children are coughing as well. They are coughing so badly, that we cut short our vacation to South Dakota and Mount Rushmore and came home a day early.

The baby has been diagnosed as having bronchiolitis, which is just a fancy term for a nasty cold that has settled in his chest. He wakes up frequently during the night coughing, crying, and trying to catch his breath. He has seen the Dr. multiple times this week. They tell me the worst should be over soon. All I can do for him to help get rid of the congestion is use a snot-sucker aka "nose frida".

In all of this, I am thankful for the time to get away and reflect. To confess my need to my Heavenly Father who knows the things that we need before we even ask. He is the Great Physician.



Saturday, August 23, 2014

God Knows the Plans He has for You


A new school year is upon us. I have decided to go ahead and start. I have been trying to "buy" extra days in case something comes up and we end up dragging school into the summer.

I have a new favorite resource. It's called the Well Planned Day and it looks like this: 

http://hedua.com/cart/index.php/wpd/wpd14-15.html

As well intended as my plans may be, I must still realize that a certain amount of flexibility is needed. 

"For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end." - Jeremiah 29:11

I wrote this verse in the front of my planner.




"In My Weakness He is Strong"

"In My Weakness He is strong", these are the words going through my head at this late hour of the night. Lately, there have been many late nights and early mornings as I am a homeschooling mother with four children ages six and under.

I love homeschooling, but it can be exhausting. The words to the verse "Be not weary in well doing" are words that I meditate on often.

I have been up many nights lately at least until eleven p.m.  I'm not sure how I manage to get through each day coherent. I'm sure it must be because the Lord is giving me the strength that I need.

"Be Strong in the LORD and in the power of His might,"  - Ephesians 6:10

"But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint." - Isaiah 40:31


Wednesday, July 23, 2014

Toilet Queen

This is the Day that the Lord has Made

"This is the day that the Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it,". - Psalm 118:24

What can you rejoice in today? Are you able to give thanks is whatever circumstance life may find you in?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s-Ou8FzW9Kw

You can hear a wonderful rendition of "This is the Day the Lord has made" by Mark Hayes